incidents:cobra_s_suicidal_incident
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* Josh recalls contemplating suicide, how he's over everything and details his depressive cycle he's in. | * Josh recalls contemplating suicide, how he's over everything and details his depressive cycle he's in. | ||
* Josh wishes he has alcohol, remembers he has "a couple shots" of Peach Schnapps left and quickly polishes it off. | * Josh wishes he has alcohol, remembers he has "a couple shots" of Peach Schnapps left and quickly polishes it off. | ||
- | * After the alcohol "goes straight to his head", he rambles about the meaninglessness of life, and speaks at length about wanting to end it all. He has brought the back out, pointing it at himself as he laments. Josh finds irony in offing himself with the cobra sword. His dark humor shows as he imagines his dad finding his body whilst coming to pick him up for a birthday lunch. | + | * After the alcohol "goes straight to his head", he rambles about the meaninglessness of life and speaks at length about wanting to end it all. He has brought the back out, pointing it at himself as he laments. Josh finds irony in offing himself with the cobra sword. His dark humor shows as he imagines his dad finding his body whilst coming to pick him up for a birthday lunch. |
- | * Josh reaches a tipping point about half way through the video. He stands up, lifting his shirt to expose his stomach and presses the tip of his blade about an inch or so to the right of his belly button. He holds it there for roughly 30 seconds before dropping the blade and saying he can't do it. Due to the blade not being very sharp and Cobra not putting much pressure on it, the tip never pierces and no injuries were sustained. | + | * Josh reaches a tipping point about halfway |
- | * Josh talks about the bigger fish to fry that keeps him going and returns the blade to its sheath. He says he might try drinking bleach and " | + | * Josh talks about the bigger fish to fry that keeps him going and returns the blade to its sheath. He says he might try drinking bleach and " |
- | * After a few minutes of quiet rambling, Josh does vocal covers of the Cobra classic //Whiskey Lullaby// by Brad Paisley, Green Day's //Boulevard of Broken Dreams//, | + | * After a few minutes of quiet rambling, Josh cheers himself up by doing vocal covers of the Cobra classic //Whiskey Lullaby// by Brad Paisley, Green Day's //Boulevard of Broken Dreams//, |
* Cobes signs off | * Cobes signs off | ||
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