Original Video: I lost my ring eye liner nail polish and knife

You too. This is Gothic King Cobra 2 with the video. No highlager? No polish, no ring. Sucks. Sucks. Now what happened… As well on one of my smoke walks, my dogs didn't recognize me. I had my ring on, my nail polish had a cap over my head, and all three dogs barked at me. I said, hi guys, you know, and I'm always walking around the block, right? And my dad wanted to talk to me about it. Call me mature like a dulch, you know, and I didn't handle it maturely. I had to like a dush, and I flipped out and disrespected him. And I only made things worse, and I ended up losing my gauntlet ring, my nail polish, my eyeliner, my hair, die. I'm really happy about that. I'm kind of pissed off though that did happen. I wish it wouldn't have happened. You know, that resulted in a new huge fight. I really fucking hate my dad right now. You know, you just drifted apart. Me and my dad, you know, we don't get along hardly ever anymore. And it's become a major pain in my ass. I just can't stand the fucker anymore. Although I am going to Job Corps, South Dakota in Black Hills, so look out people in Black Hills, South Dakota, Job Corps, I'll come in your way. They got summer break at Job Corps and then they got to find a bed for me and shit and and then I got to head out to Job Corps. However, I do get to make my guitar and my cell phone, my iPod, charges for both myself and iPod. I have my tobacco supplies with me to job corps. The dress code, I don't agree with, however. the dress code perfectly and I'm not going to go around and try everybody. Oh, I'm goth, look at me, you know, that's all goth are, you know, we don't have to say that, you just know, you know. So like I said, it doesn't really matter if they take away the nail polish and eyelines, because you can't take the goth in me, for real, all right? So I'm kind of trying to calm in my life, I can tell you that much. You know, I'm kind of pissed I lost the nail polish and all that, but… And, you know, the neighbors before the new, my dad and me as his son, they assumed I was a thug and had the cops call, they didn't call the cops on me, but they wanted to, in a neighborhood watch and shit,'re like, just to know it's some creepy looking, suspicious character, you know, out by the car or smoking or whatever, and you know, and it's been a huge power struggle. Me just trying to be expressed myself, you know, but I don't give a shot anymore, I'm so done with this crap. So, yeah, that's kind of where I'm at where I'm at right now, I'm at right now, I'm at shot anymore. I'm so done with this crap So yeah, that's kind of where I'm at right now in life And whenever I job corps get my own fucking bus I could just as goth as I want and no one's gonna fucking stop me. I'm only looking forward to that So this is not a permanent thing, no nail polish or eye liner, I can guarantee that. So that's for name sure. Although I'm going to wear a nail polish and job for they can't fucking stop me. It's not against the dress code or anything, you know, let's see how that's the problem. Life man, it's a bitch, you know, it's horseshit. You know, the smoke walk away my dog's barked me. I came back, I mean a cup of coffee to warm up and now my coffee is piss-ass-cold. Oh. I don't understand any of it, man. It's cold. I don't understand any of it man. It's just really, it's kind of frustrating if you ask me. But, it's beside the point. You can't take the goth at me, you know, most of the accessories that I like to wear, you know. So, no nail polish ring or eyes, you know are going to be permanent, that's for damn sure. There'll be a time I get to wear them again eventually. But until then, I'm kind of, you know, not, because right now I'm just, I'm so pissed right now, I mean, that huge fight I just had with my dad just about, you know, fuck him, I hope he dies. I hope he dies on a car crash on his next trip, I really just, I'm fed up with this shit, you know. You know, I just made your power struggle, it's very normal to have that, you know, at this age, you go on 20, you know. And she's like, well then move out, you know, get your own damn place, drill the fuck you want, and then, the fuck the fuck, you want, and then, the fuck, the fuck, and then, you know, get your own damn place, drill the fuck you want. And I said, well, you're making me go to a job corps. So I was gonna save up for a car and then save up for an apartment and then work, move out, work, a Burger King until my music takes off, right? But they've kind of forced me to go to the job corps. I'm just kind of unsure and kind of bored, actually. But for the trading I get you know for the benefits I guess it's all worth it because freedom and board and they pay you you you know you know I get to be my tobacco supplies with me my guitar my iPod and phone so I'll have something to do while I'm there I'm not intending to make friends there you know I'll be polite and talk but you know I'm not very social and I'm just as make friends there, you know, I'll be polite and talk, but you know, I'm not, I'm not very social, and I want to just, just as myself, you know. They do have a weight room there, though. I start lifting weights again. You get bulked up bigger than I am now. And it's like us every day for me, you know, I just, I get, you know, me and my dad were doing okay for a while and then we had one of our stupid huge fights like we usually have and I just, I fucking hate him right now, you know? So, I'm just, I'm just, I fucking hate him right now, you know? So, I'm just, I'm just, I'm getting a ring and a hot topic, eventually, I'm not having that on. I'm, I'm, I just, I just, I just, I just, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'll get another ring and a hot topic eventually, just not like a gauntlet ring, maybe, um, just a nice ring, it doesn't go over the finger, I do miss it though, it's going to be weird, not having that on, or the nail polish for that matter. But given the way I did, I'm having that on, or the nail polish for that matter. But given the way I did, I addressed, you know, what's kind of, it's kind of like, kind of like, I mean, I mean, I mean I mean I mean I mean, I mean I mean, I mean, I mean I mean, I mean I mean, I mean, I mean I mean I mean, I mean, I mean I mean I mean, I mean, I mean I mean, I mean I mean I mean I mean I mean, I mean, I mean, I mean I mean I mean I mean I mean I mean I mean, I mean I mean, I mean, I mean I mean I mean know me, that's their problem, I guess. You know, it sounds kind of fucked up, I know, but… And my dogs didn't recognize when I was down on the street having one of my smoke walks either, so… and they barked at me, I said, hi, oh, he… because my mom literally walked around the block, with each dog, all three of my dogsled at me. I said, hi guys, each and every other and they, as soon as they hurt my voice, recognize me and they get all excited, they're happy to see me, right? And that's when I want to talk to me about, you know, if you're, oh dogs don't recognize, you're just thinking of a problem, you know, just trying to have an adult conversation, you know, just trying to have an adult conversation, and I'm having an adult, I have an adult conversation about, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, too, my switch blade, not happy about that either. But, you know, it's my own damn fall I got taken away because I could, you know, if I would have handled it maturely, I'd probably be wearing all that shit right now, I wouldn't, you know, so, you know, I just, I get wedged you pissed off, you know, I have aspergers, and that does complicate life extremely, but know like I'm saying you can't change me you know what I am and my parents have no idea can't go with the truth you know what I'm saying you can't change me you know just when I am and my parents have no idea what goth is you know it's not negative and nasty it's just a lifestyle it's a choice you know not all gosh are like that some are some arch but the but the mass our society sees all of us as, you know? Not all gossers are like that. Some are, some are, some are, but the mass, our society sees all of us as one, you know? So, just, why I find the South Park Goss extremely funny because, this South Park Goss, what people believe to be Goth, and the way our society views them, so, that's why it's funny, irony, if you will. Goths, just an ironic lifestyle if you ask me. But… I have like three cigarettes left in this pack, so I want to buy more. I'll do that tomorrow at work, you know. All my breaks, you know. So I'm trying to unwind a bit, trying to calm down here. I'm still on edge, you know. I just, you know, I'm just, I'm so pissed right now I can't see I'm just, you know, I'm so done with this shit, everything man, it just pisses me off, you know. I'll give you an example of one of those moments if you will. Now a senior in high school, I'm almost 19 years old and I ditch Jim, I go to the lunch and I walk up to the smoke shop which is several blocks from school and buy a pack of cigarettes and I don't want to go gym class because you know at the time I want to. So I have been teaching gym class to go smoke on some abandoned house, long black hair and all that, right? And these two hot girls walked by and we started talking and they found out on the virgin, I had my first case, I said, oh I'm so warm, the hot, one of the hot girls was like, oh I'm so bad for my guy, I'm like, I have no big deal, you know. I ended meeting my first kiss, I had a pity, I had a, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I have, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, life and they were all of us for smoking you know. I got both their numbers on my phone and that alone just made my entire day you know I felt like I could take the on the world and I got home and my dad smoked cigarettes on me and yep confiscated my lighter and my cigarettes give me a huge bitchy lecture about how smoking is bad for you. Well obviously they've laid up on the smoking, it's taking me from 17 to fucking 20 from to do that, you know, it's kind of pathetic. And the bubble of happiness I had just popped, you know, you know, my first kiss of age of 18 that. In fact, life's too short to switch it like this at all. I shouldn't be just pissed off, but it kind of irritates me that our society has a fuss over me wearing, I like her nail plush, it just kind of abuses me actually, but, oh well. I really just, I'm still done with this shit, you know, be a finger ring with no over the finger, I guess, you know. I don't know what to do. I'm kind of wish I hadn't lost my temper and started talking smack to my day like that. I'd probably be where the eye liner nail polish should ring on this video like I usually do, you know? So it's a year. I want to try to complete it in four months tops. I'm just going to work my ass off and get in and out quickly as I can. And at the other job corps I get a huge ass paycheck and whatnot. So, which you give me enough money to get my own apartment and look for a job. So, I'm not really nervous about job corps. I really don't give a shit, I'm just kind of, okay, whatever, but a ton of scenarios play off in my head. You know, I'm not really nervous, since we're scared, I'm just, you know, uncertain I should say. But, you know, my parents all pushed me to go to Job Corps. You know, you'll do good Job Corps, you know know, I hope so because my dad says, okay, if you get kicked out of job, Cor, I'm saying to you to a group home for people with Aspergers, and they basically control the rest of your life. I can guarantee you I will be killing myself before I to address the way I dress you know so I'm kind of on edge right now trying to unwind So hopefully in these next weeks or two, I'll get the highway, the darkness finished and posted, all the way, all four cities on the edge. I do have three, blood cemetery, dark and a day is in the highway of Lakeview, like my music, links to my channel, check them out, see if you think you think, you don't have to, I'm just, I do that on every video, almost, I advertise on the music, because I'm trying to get into in this position, but… I just didn't feel the same without my gauntlet ring. Oh well, fuck it, I'll do a different ring. Maybe not a gauntlet ring, maybe just a regular finger ring, you know. I don't know. But… Anyway, you want to check on my channel to see what you think if you knew I do have videos where I do where all the eye-line or nail-polishing gauntleting? You can see what I look like before all this happened. Oh well, until then it says Gothic, King, and Cobra-52 with in their video.